Tuesday, May 8, 2012

speechless

Assalamualaikum, membebel time! :)
it's been so long since i haven't update my blog.. what have i been up to lately? working, hangout, lepaking, just doing a normal human being punya life routine.. just the diff now is that i'm working.. working life is hard cause i dont have time to get enough rest eventhough my work is not that hard ponn.. alhamdulillah i'm spending my time working while waiting for continuing study instead of doing nothing and just lepaking with friends.. for at least, i get my own extra money for shopping.. :)


updating bout my dearest gaybian, Shaff who's now at Sabah for NS.. i'm quiet worried bout him sebab when he text me, he told me that he missed me and blablabla as if he's alright there.. but then i called him, he cried.. i felt like wanna cry too but i need to be strong and give him semangat so he wont sedih lagi.. 'Shaff, doa aku selalu ada dengan kau. I know you've missed KL so much but please be strong there. Please!' :'( dear Allah, please make him strong so he could go through all of this with open heart, amin~


BFF stands for best friend forever, right? hurmm it doesn't sound like that to me anymore.. now i felt like it better be BFFA (best friend for awhile) rather than to hurt myself and keep on hurting.. what am i saying bout? nhaaaaa~ lupakan.. aku malas nak mengarut pasal benda macam nie.. all i know is i love my BFF and i miss her so much.. i want the old US.. but i dont know if she feel the same way.. god knows..


i've been dealing with lots of problem right now.. peeps always see that i'm happy and my life is almost perfect.. but they didn't know the real thing.. Allah tahu apa yang aku lalui, and only HIM knows the pain, the tears, the fall, the hurt, the smile, the fun, the joy in my life.. keep on smiling Aimi, at least till the day you can't even fake a smile anymore.. :')


having an affair is fun.. fell-in-like with anyone is easy.. but being loyal to a person is hard.. i'm not in the mood for some kind of relationship right now, so i'll make it open..
confession : i have a 'pak cik' now, trying to kenal hati budi dia, cara dia, gaya dia, but dont need it to be too much :) insyaAllah, he'll guide me well..amin~


*need to sleep now, i'll be working from 10a.m. to 12p.m. today ^.^"
-assalamualaikum-

-NANBA-

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