19 march 2011.

first story..
19 march-the day where i went out for a date..i guess
went out wif the guy which i'm supposed to call him my bf (kowt)..
okay, pagi tuh i went to shop for a few thing skit..
then i went to buat my rambut..obviously mine is straight dah so i curl my hair :P
okay past that one, then i suddenly hari hujan so i can lambat2 go cause he cakap he's stuck dlm hujan..padan mukela!! :)
but damnly bosan so i pegi jela dulu then wait for him there..
is it like seriously pelik k what i wear??
i know i'm quite perasan but defenitely i know some people are staring at me :O
freakishly freaking scary kowt..
then i text him:

me: whre r u?
him: near u! <3

ya right near me la sangat..p/s: this is how remaja skarang text..
using the short form like freakishly short..
sometimes i get scolded by frends cause they dont understand my shortform's..
pity them..haha

then he sampai so we go makan,borak2 n do nothing (LOL) :D
like other people..we also nak go tengok movie la..
that time i damnly nak tengok RANGO..
eventhough it's animated but it's jhony depp (spelling's prob)
i like him so very much even just dapat dengar his voice through rango's mouth..
but then suddenly he say "owh we wait kejap for my friends"
what the **** weyh..
"i thought he said only the two of us"..(he lied) :(
but actually his friends yang nak join n they're already know bout me and him so there's no point of stopping them la..
but when i said i nak bring along my bff..he said xpayah..
actually there's a reason pown why i cant bring my bff along:
1: they always n xkan pernah brhnti gadoh.
2: he want to spent time wif me.
3: my bff will be following us around which he doesnt like.
4: i dont think i can split myself to be with both of them.

flashback..
the night before, my bf n bff fight because of me..
i'm in the middle so i yang kene n i yang jadi mangsa..
when i say stop..they did..
but actually they didnt..belakang me they fight like S***T
urgh..i know both of them want to spent time wif me..
but DA!!! i need my own space to be wif others kowt..
(hopely diorg faham but sadly they didnt) :(

back to the day..
so i met his friends which thousand times cutter,good looking than him :P
but i know he's better than them..haha
"how i know??..agak-agak jela" :D
but i'm quite afraid they'll think diff bout me..
cause that day i pakai baju which show my "spinal chord"
it's ROMP..but i like the shirt..it's a bit terbuka but it's fine..
so i hope his friends paham2 sendiri la ye..

but gile sedih cause cerita RANGO penuh..
no wonder lah..it's the first week premier kowt.. :(
but xpelah i dapat spent time dengan die pown dah bagus..
we're way far apart kowt..
so then we just hang around then pergi foodcourt just to sit and talk..
we borak2 macam biasela..talk about him,his school,his friends..
it's all about him,him,him,him..(cause he dont have to know bout me)
then tiba2 i feel like marah sangat so i kick his chair then i terus blah..
macam tuh je..he was freakishly terkejut kowt..
i dont really know why i did that but what i can coclude is:
1: i'm damn tired.
2: i feel like nak marah him tiba2.
3: i like to make him marah (he says i'm degil)
so then i terus walk home alone..dont care about him..
sampai at the monorel..i text him..

me: sory tdi..idk y tp trase nk blah..so..
him: xpelah..pegi balik jelah..

i know he's mad at me so i text him lg..

me: so sory..mybe pnt sgt..sory sgt3
him: xpelah but y end up the day mcm nieh?
me: sory..
him: *blank*

i knew i made mistake..wa!! apelah yang dh merasuk my mind mase tuh..
kesian him cause i kick his chair then blah macam tuh jep..
it's my fault like obviously..

then i went home..feel like crying but i didnt..
balik tido but text him..i takot he's still marah me..
like suddenly..like nothing happen ptg tadi..
we're texting macam biase n he said forget bout what happen mase nak blik tdi..
he even topup just to text me n make sure i'm alright..
gosh, he is kind enough as a human..
being humiliated like that but still stay cool..
hahaha..wth he's mine (bllueerrkk)
enough bout 19 march 2011..bubye.. :X