-----Please Let Me Stay-----

i'll kneel down and beg..PLEASE LET ME STAY...

Please..Dont asked me to go away.. i dont wanna go away..please let me stay..i'm begging please let me stay with you..just for a few more years..and i'll be doing the same thing then..begging again..to stay..please..

but i know i cant..i cant stay with you..when the time comes..i'll be leaving..no matter how much i wanna stay..i have to leave you..but why?..cant i just stay..even till death..

i cry..every second you remind me of leaving you..i cried and scream out loud..dont you know how hurt it is for me?..dont you feel the pain that i've been hiding for years behind all the laugh and smile?..of course you dont..cause you always open your heart for someone new..it's okay..

it's not my fault that i have to leave you..remember..i dont want to leave you but i have to okay!..i'm forced by the earth and nature to do it..

and i never said it's your fault so please dont misunderstood of what i've said..you dont know how it feel when the one you really love and care..the one you really wanna be with the whole life..you have to leave it..

i cant hold my tears no more..let me just cry for the love of ALLAH..i'll cry for you..

i'll be missing you..yes..definitely and certainly i will..

before..we had everything together..i never thought the time that i spent with you going to end up soon..i dont wanna go..i'm not gonna leave you just like that..all the memories that i've collect..all the joy and fun..i'll be keeping it in my mind..not a second to forget..

all the great things you've made out of me..all the superb thingy you've made me done..i'll be remembering each and every details of you..

the tears that falls for you..will always be the pain in my heart for leaving you..

you know i'll be crying every time i remember you..

you know i'll be suffering to go back to you when i miss you..

you know i'll be in deeply pain when a thing remind me of you..

i'm sorry but i do..

i'm sorry for everything..i'm sorry for pernah asked to leave you sooner..i'm sorry for all the vandalism that i've done..i know sometimes i hurt you  a lot and i didnt notice it..but do trust me..i love you with all my heart..i wont dare to leave you before it's time..

because..it's from you i've started to became a person..i've turn from heartless to a lover..and because of you..i found everything that i want in the whole world..

no one can replace you..no one can forget bout you..and no one..i said no one..can burn you down to pieces..to me..you're my everything..to me..you're my heart and soul too..

i do love you and forever will be..

erm erm, MY SCHOOLS

( from i was 4 years old until 17 )

Villamaria Kindergarten ----> SMK SERI HARTAMAS

i'll be missing all the moments with you freaking much!!

thank you my school.. for you are..the place that i've started my life..the place where i found a my FAMILY..

-NANBA-