Please-stop liying..

siapa yang tak sakit hati when someone lie to us?..menipu lah kalau cakap tak terasa..and i'm not Malaikat or Nabi who easily forgive peeps..but somehow i know..if i didnt apologize and try to baik balik..nanti the prob jadi lagi teruk..even though bukan salah aku..still i feel serba salah kowt..

okay..today's topic : I HATE PEEPS WHO ARE FAKE!

assalamualaikum..

hari nie stress about so many things..dengan hal member yang tak pernah nak sudahnya..dengan masalah mamat sesat dalam hidup aku..masalah Exam Paper yang alhamdulillah boleh jawab and tak tinggal one ques pun..masalah dengan my health yang macam saja mengada time spm nieh..masalah..everyone ada masalah..

for me..i rather keep it to ma self..dari cerita to other peeps..except for yang dah memang tak bole nak tahan..i'll call someone..just to cheer ma self..aku taw it's not good to try and settle everything sendiri..but that's just me..i dont like nak kecoh2 suruh orang lain settle kan masalah aku..

(now tengah berlagak + poyo sket)

aku paling menyampah when other peeps lie..if setakat nak joke i dont mind at all..but making ma self terasa badly..yang tu dah memang cross the line..what?..ingat hati aku nie HATI BATU?..yes i do look happy all the time..but aku pun ada hati and perasaan..[bengang] >o<"

you dont have to hide or lie to me just nak mengada or just nak ambik hati aku..you dont have to be FAKE just to make other peeps like you..you dont have to pretend to be nice when you're actually not..you dont have to try and be like someone else just nak aku KESAH kan kaw!!..

ffffuuuuuhhhhh..*penat mengamuk..

weyh, memang aku simpan dalam hati..and aku tak dendam langsung..but please lah..i know you're lying..to anyone else..maybe kaw boleh tipu..but to me..i dont think so..cause i've hurt so many peeps like you..i've known lots of peeps like you..i've been with them before..so dont dare to try and lie anymore..or else you'll end up lying to yourself..

i dont like to argue about your lies and your act..sebab aku sendiri nak tengok..sampai bila you're gonna stay like that..you told me you've change cause a reason..but i guess the reason make you change from bad to worse..aku harap kaw faham..

a friend told me that..i shouldn't keep ma prob to ma self..that person told me that i shouldn't say sorry or feel guilty if it's not ma fault..but aku manusia..aku akan rasa serba salah bila orang lain tak selesa dengan aku..that person also told me to jaga hati aku jugak..but how can aku jaga ma feeling je..nanti orang cakap aku selfish la pulak..

(perasan skejap)

okay enough about marah nie..aku dah penat nak simpan so i post this thing..if the person yang baca terasa..so serve you right lah..but please!! this is unofficially for just a person..


-NANBA-