Sunday, October 10, 2010

it's a bad day

first day in the morning je da buat something yang embarassing. urgh, macam mana nak cover malu nieh!! rase macam nak slap the whole face x pown just siat2 my skin. urgh damn rase malu gile!! humiliation much!! like momma said "thats gonna be big lesson for me. but biarlah, if this thing x happen today, someday it will happen jugak to remind me that what i did was wrong!
okay, thats a big opening for my day. now, i wanna tell bout bunch of freak that be friends with me but then they ignore me much! it's like there's an open house which just blakang rumah jer but i guest dtg lmbt la. then i recieve a call yang "they" da smpi and da mkn pown. just like "shit" la, i'm just here and diorg boleh call and ask me to dtg n we go together but "no,we're late so nak pegi dulu" (F***). then when i smpi, they was like "eh ko dtg? sape ajk?" (LOL) dlm hati rase nk penampo jek but chill a, i know diorg just playing around. but seriously, sape x trase kalo ckp mcm tuh kn?? urgh,forget it i know diorg x mksd mcm tuh. everyday i started to think, why do they have or why do i be their friend?? ntahla,mybe this is what people called fate. (smiling) when i balik rumah i started to smell something nice, momma baking tart nenas. it was so delicious and momma said save some for my friends but when i dgr nama diorg i eat bnyk2 and ckp x pyh la x cukup. luckly momma x prasan anything.:P
everyone look at me n nmpk like i dont have any trouble but diorg x tau what happen in my life worst than ape yang diorg alami. n sorg my friend kata yang she had a disaster life. urgh, PRASAN MUCH!!
okayla, for tonight i'm not gonna do anything, maybe just ready for school and sleep. anyway i'm still happy cause there still friends that i can count on.
tootle little diary..-NANBA-

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